#10 (Panic attack)

You whisper in my ear

I gasp for air and listen

Promising you'll stay right here

Until the sun has risen.

I am just not strong enough

To explain my broken mind

Or expand upon "my night was rough"

But you say we'll be just fine.

I don't know why you picked me

But I sure am glad you did

Even though I'm strong, you see,

I am still just a kid.

When I see a flashback trigger

And I can't stop wanting death

You remind me that our God is bigger

And He made me with one breath.

So although I am not okay

And there's not much we can do

I'll be happy again one day

And it's because of you.


*Evyn